Wednesday, October 5, 2011
D.E.A.D B.L.O.G
what a dead blog i have ,... hmmm .... since now i got time i shall update a little interesting stuff uphere as my blog is gonna die soon ... :/
being with this man for abou 3 month plus ? few more days to 4th monthsary... kinda fast though... :/
nowadays having this 'N' level shit , stressing me off ,,, im going crazy ... finally left with last paper,...
it doesn't matter much already ... i just love the way it is now , i dun want any changes or anything moving , just love it this way . :D
sometimes things are to left behind , sometimes people have to let go . its just the matter of time . loving some one is what you choose , and not what you have to do ...
i just love him so much...
110611
i love you baby... :)
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
this baby is so cute , :)
what a random photo posted .... :/
dreamed of me being pregnant, sooooo weird :/
im only sixteen,....
but i dun mind if i am , if my baby is this cute . :)
but better not,..
nowadays, im still slacking,! what am i gonna do !!!! i cant study at all ! :(
must start studying now!
ciaozxzxz,....
off to study awhile before boyfriend calls me. o.o
if only you got the interest, if not you're gonna die with the things you've sign up for , or should i say the course,
i am glad to say i have everything i need now . ".
Thursday, August 25, 2011
LONG TIME NO POST !
HMMMM ..... didnt post at all , and is like gonna die soon ,
N levels coming but im still slacking around , doing nothing...
STUDY STUDY STUDY AND STUDY... :/
IF ONLY YOU WILL TALK TO ME , OR I WONT GIVE IN ANYMORE AND APOLOGIES TO YOU . ",
ENJOY THE PHOTOS ,
CHERISH, TREASURE BEFORE ITS TOO LATE. :/
Labels: THE ONE ME
Saturday, July 2, 2011
whats the point crying now?
i just want you to care,
i just want you to love me
i just want you to treat me like how im suppose to be treated.
am i asking too much from you ?
i just want you to sit down and talk to me,
i just want you to comfort me like how other parents do,
i just want you to come to me and tell me " my dear girl, its ok i here. i'll always be here for you"
all i want is just one day of being treated nicely,
i dont want when i reach home i find no one to talk to,
i dont want when i reach home you give me the stare like as if im not suppose to be here
i dont want to feel no welcome in my own home,
i dun want you to keep scolding me.
i dont want to find my home the most dangerous place to go to.
i dun want when i always wake up all i see is an angry face staring at me,
its my fault ,
all mine,
not yours,
- 养不教，父之过。教不严，师之惰。
- 但是我一直觉得是我的错。
- 你便成这样都是因为她！
serene
Friday, June 24, 2011
the darkest truth, the sweetest lie.
i dunno whether my choice is right anot.
every one is very shock about my new relationship with this person,
kinda weird though ,
i just want a stable relationship .
is like i keep changing boyf.
people keep nagging at me . :(
just hope this would last,
if it doesn't, then i think its a sad story for me .
ok , nowadays keep falling ill ,
boyf FORCE me to go for a consultation to doctor , :(
medicine, boyfriend, work, study , my life sucks . -.-
get a life serene.
i love my boyfriend. <3
Friday, June 17, 2011
i need money ! money please drop down from the sky~
where do i get 400 plus dollar now ???
irritating....
money issue sux !
omg !!!
go everywhere also need money, go every where money money money.
the world is so practical ,
no money no talk .
what a boring life,
its like wtf !
grrrrr,..... maybe one day i will die due to money issue , but still enjoy chalet, boyfriend, friends, family, hahaha ... love it though....
what if one day things go wrong will we solve it without arguing?
hmmmm... i'm thinking and wondering
Monday, June 13, 2011
Feeling uneasy.
I feel so uneasy now , I just feel like taking a knife and fuck stab myself, I want to cry but I realize it's useless cause it won't stop anything for happening , I'm sorry *** I'm really sorry, maybe this is the best way to solve everything , lying down beside him make me feel worst ... Maybe I'm th one that should leave instead. Maybe I'm just someone who pass your life, things isn't that lovely anymore . I hope you're fine and I hope you will get over it as soon as possible, I'm not a good person . I will hurt you again... I feel that I'm like the one that should be guilty, guilty concious is getting on my nerve, I think I'm not those kind that can just get over this very soon ... I'm sorry...
What are words? What is love? Baby please tell me... I'm just like a lost kid finding a way home. I'm too playful at times. I need time ... :'(
I really need your moral support now. Help me .!
What are words? What is love? Baby please tell me... I'm just like a lost kid finding a way home. I'm too playful at times. I need time ... :'(
I really need your moral support now. Help me .!
