thinking of what will happen if iie did something to hurt some one . thinking of what should iie say to make him happy . thinking of alot of things that i should think . there is so many things that come into my mind right now. i dun understand why is everyone treat me as if i am some humans with no feeling , no emotions . i am a human with feelings and emotions . love ? like ? hate ? dislike ? i am going crazy .
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today , did nothing , went down to miit friends . hmmm ... went down awhile . then went home . stuck home . awhile more go miit joe they all . cut cut cut .then went home . kena scolded . then have dinner . after that . fall asleep out of a sudden . after that , some thing happen . cut all the way . now came blogging .... iie really going crazy . . endd here . not much details for today .
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i only one a simple relationship where iie can handle tudies , relationship and friendship . iie realise if iie wan relationship then i will nglect my friends outside ,
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baby , i just to be who i am when i am with you . nothing else . i dun wan to pretend nothing is wrong , nothing have happen . breaking the promise is not because i dun care or wad . its really impossible . i am sorry to say that . but i just wan to be who i am when i am with you , but if i still have to keep pretending to be myself , i think a period of time later i cant take it and cant think of what will happen next . take it as i am too selfish . bye . tell me when you have read there.
from serene ,
to " you-no-who-you-are"