Saturday, March 27, 2010
what should i do ?
okkie , today , went to school , okkie , the stupid training is making me fall asleep . -.-
at around 10:30 a.m , WH called , ask me where am i , and asked me whether i wan meet a not , omg , then i told him after my school end then say . kay , very stupid he when to sleep . after that , went to eat , call J. he talk to me awhile then XW came , pei me till 2:30 went back home REST awhile , then around 4:30 . WH wokeup , he text me ask me whether i wan meet nort , then use comp awhile went to bath etc. then went down to miit WH, ALOY,mysisters(elaine & regina) and one unknown guy , at 9:30 p.m , regina jie went to PH . okkie, wit ThAt unknown guy then we went to PASAMALAM walk one round , then when to 112 the playground slack, okkie went talking to WH privatly , then found out some truth , then was crying. crying and crying , then one guy BTSM, text me and tell me he is fucking off from my life , cry even louder. OKKIE . when for a walk with ALOY. cry cry cry , talk talk talk , 11:30 went home, use comp , down for a walk with my dog again , start thinking , and stopped crying , then went home, now still wondering.
why am i so stupid to believe every single person about what they say, they told me things that shocked me. they tell me things that's i am not happy/happy with . omg , i am so stupid , and i am so so naive. this thing really proofed to me that , there is no such thing as true love and no such thing as trusting help in relationship by not making them fall apart by lies that we told.
to bill : i am really sorry , and i dun really expect you to forgive me , i am sorry for everything , that includes the trouble that i have gave you , the phone i have lost. the time you waste on me , and the 3 months of heart that you gave me , the heart aches that i have caused, the promises that i have break , and lastly , sorry for making you make this major mistake .
to wenhao: hey , dun be too stressed up about the talk i have talk to you , erase the scene that you have seen , okkie . hope you will win her full heart , i promise i will help means i will help , nort to worry much , i and my sis , won't have any problems okkie i will learn how to let go .
to aloy: thanks for your shoulder. :)
at around 10:30 a.m , WH called , ask me where am i , and asked me whether i wan meet a not , omg , then i told him after my school end then say . kay , very stupid he when to sleep . after that , went to eat , call J. he talk to me awhile then XW came , pei me till 2:30 went back home REST awhile , then around 4:30 . WH wokeup , he text me ask me whether i wan meet nort , then use comp awhile went to bath etc. then went down to miit WH, ALOY,mysisters(elaine & regina) and one unknown guy , at 9:30 p.m , regina jie went to PH . okkie, wit ThAt unknown guy then we went to PASAMALAM walk one round , then when to 112 the playground slack, okkie went talking to WH privatly , then found out some truth , then was crying. crying and crying , then one guy BTSM, text me and tell me he is fucking off from my life , cry even louder. OKKIE . when for a walk with ALOY. cry cry cry , talk talk talk , 11:30 went home, use comp , down for a walk with my dog again , start thinking , and stopped crying , then went home, now still wondering.
why am i so stupid to believe every single person about what they say, they told me things that shocked me. they tell me things that's i am not happy/happy with . omg , i am so stupid , and i am so so naive. this thing really proofed to me that , there is no such thing as true love and no such thing as trusting help in relationship by not making them fall apart by lies that we told.
to bill : i am really sorry , and i dun really expect you to forgive me , i am sorry for everything , that includes the trouble that i have gave you , the phone i have lost. the time you waste on me , and the 3 months of heart that you gave me , the heart aches that i have caused, the promises that i have break , and lastly , sorry for making you make this major mistake .
to wenhao: hey , dun be too stressed up about the talk i have talk to you , erase the scene that you have seen , okkie . hope you will win her full heart , i promise i will help means i will help , nort to worry much , i and my sis , won't have any problems okkie i will learn how to let go .
to aloy: thanks for your shoulder. :)
I've tried i have try forgetting, i have try moving on. okkie , but i failed to do so . okkie ,
` as time pass people change. change to a total different person , how long can a friendship last and how long can a relationship last? giving in and out is the way to work the relationship out? crying dun help , honors only make the situation worst , best is to stay silent
