okkie . today . did quarrel but for only awhile . after that . okkie la . did go on well . but dunno why . the feeling is not right . kiip feel like crying . :( hmmmm duno wads wrong with my nerve . lol . okie fllow by , messaging him . so sweet! but still dun feel right . :( sigh . even if we dun quarrel things will not go back to normal . i can bet with you . even if you say " yes it will . " thats gonna take a fucking long time to . sigh , i so angry . so jealous . so sad . but the only thing i can do now is to count down 61 days . minimum . lol . hais. heart so heavy . and things around me is like getting into my nerves . :( so wad the fuck should i fucking do ? can anyone tell me .

" treating people well is by action . not shouting "
` making a person learn their lesson is to tslk and not to be strict . it will make matter worst .
` gonna miss my baby boy .
` and i hate that girl.
`she know who is she ,
` i wan to be who i am .
`turning back is difficult.