i can't believe i am so stupid to believe. so stupid to think that you are the one i can really trust . fuck all lies ! wad you wan me do ? stop your crap of you missing me ! is just a threat for you to rule me! fuck ! you think i can still trust you after this thingy happen ! you want her then dun act infront of me ! stop saying you love me when you dun ! i am not an idiot! sriously ! i have enough ! let me tell you something honestly! i have really no idea why you do this for . revenge ? fcuk . why the fcuk you wan me to do . why ? you think i wont fine out what you are doing ? you thought so ?! i doubt it long ago please . ever since you contact back her i jiu know liao okkie ! nbcb ! and this is for you not for me . hongster never die ! still say wad " sis ):, i really miss YY):*******" "confession" not for me . is for her ! "i miss _______" is not for me , is for her , you thought i fucking idiot is it ?! you treat e like a fool ! you do things without thinking , this is you not me , an ass without a hole , so rediculous . tmd ,

today was a good day before i found out that fucking thing ! did nothing , but when for a walk at lot one with my friends who i can trust ! friends that make me happy when i am freaking down and angry , friends who helps me when trouble cmes . hey thanks people . love you guys so much . suppose to miit joey de . bt unable to contact her . shit man ! hw i wish i didn't see the thingy before . for god sacck . i dun wan to do thigs this way . is you force me to !