today is 8 july 2010. 1:20 a.m.
later got school . havent sleep . dunno how to stud tomorrow especially tomorrow got science ... sian ttm ..
i have been feeling guilty these days ...
i just feel like taking my head bang the wall sua ...
*i wouldn't dare ...
today went to school did nothing slacked .
etc ... same thing every day , bored ...
went home . came out at 8p.m
met bby at 8:30p.m
went home at 9 45.
just now made bby, damn angry . ): he havent been replying my text or picking up my call since just now .
so worried , at the same time so quilty. i always feel so guilty , whye ?
i apologise again and again . but he just dun wan to reply my message ... )':
bby, 我不是故意的。

feeling so stress lately . just realise that i got tons of stuff undone ,
hopefully i should be able to finish within this week ... cca's on friday ... spgh . dun feel like going ... lazy ttm ...


i feel like crying, but i cant.
i dun wanna make ppl worry . especially HIM . serve me right actually, ppl treat me well. i treat the like dunno wad, i am sorry.

i wazs once in your heart. thats enough ... luvxzx