Saturday, May 7, 2011
you dont to tell me what to do, i know what is best for myself

if i know after my birthday things will go wrong , i would rather not to have my birthday celebrated . but this happen also good for every one ,
i wasnt happy , i want some one to be there when i need him/her , thats all , is that very difficult, is that too much to ask? even now i got no one to talk to , fuck ! i think i will have to do something to make things right...
getting drunk is a good choice , how i wish i can be drunk always.