I feel so uneasy now , I just feel like taking a knife and fuck stab myself, I want to cry but I realize it's useless cause it won't stop anything for happening , I'm sorry *** I'm really sorry, maybe this is the best way to solve everything , lying down beside him make me feel worst ... Maybe I'm th one that should leave instead. Maybe I'm just someone who pass your life, things isn't that lovely anymore . I hope you're fine and I hope you will get over it as soon as possible, I'm not a good person . I will hurt you again... I feel that I'm like the one that should be guilty, guilty concious is getting on my nerve, I think I'm not those kind that can just get over this very soon ... I'm sorry...

What are words? What is love? Baby please tell me... I'm just like a lost kid finding a way home. I'm too playful at times. I need time ... :'(
I really need your moral support now. Help me .!