sereneeeeeeeeeee♥

D.E.A.D B.L.O.G

2011-10-05T01:57:00.000-07:00

what a dead blog i have ,... hmmm .... since now i got time i shall update a little interesting stuff uphere as my blog is gonna die soon ... :/

being with this man for abou 3 month plus ? few more days to 4th monthsary... kinda fast though... :/

nowadays having this 'N' level shit , stressing me off ,,, im going crazy ... finally left with last paper,...

it doesn't matter much already ... i just love the way it is now , i dun want any changes or anything moving , just love it this way . :D

sometimes things are to left behind , sometimes people have to let go . its just the matter of time . loving some one is what you choose , and not what you have to do ...

i just love him so much...

110611

i love you baby... :)

2011-08-30T00:10:00.000-07:00

this baby is so cute , :)

what a random photo posted .... :/

dreamed of me being pregnant, sooooo weird :/

im only sixteen,....

but i dun mind if i am , if my baby is this cute . :)

but better not,..

nowadays, im still slacking,! what am i gonna do !!!! i cant study at all ! :(

must start studying now!

ciaozxzxz,....

off to study awhile before boyfriend calls me. o.o

if only you got the interest, if not you're gonna die with the things you've sign up for , or should i say the course,

i am glad to say i have everything i need now . ".

LONG TIME NO POST !

2011-08-25T04:39:00.000-07:00

HMMMM ..... didnt post at all , and is like gonna die soon ,

N levels coming but im still slacking around , doing nothing...

STUDY STUDY STUDY AND STUDY... :/

IF ONLY YOU WILL TALK TO ME , OR I WONT GIVE IN ANYMORE AND APOLOGIES TO YOU . ",

ENJOY THE PHOTOS ,

CHERISH, TREASURE BEFORE ITS TOO LATE. :/

whats the point crying now?

2011-07-02T22:55:00.000-07:00

i just want you to care,

i just want you to love me

i just want you to treat me like how im suppose to be treated.

am i asking too much from you ?

i just want you to sit down and talk to me,

i just want you to comfort me like how other parents do,

i just want you to come to me and tell me " my dear girl, its ok i here. i'll always be here for you"

all i want is just one day of being treated nicely,

i dont want when i reach home i find no one to talk to,

i dont want when i reach home you give me the stare like as if im not suppose to be here

i dont want to feel no welcome in my own home,

i dun want you to keep scolding me.

i dont want to find my home the most dangerous place to go to.

i dun want when i always wake up all i see is an angry face staring at me,

its my fault ,

all mine,

not yours,

养不教，父之过。教不严，师之惰。

但是我一直觉得是我的错。

你便成这样都是因为她！

serene

the darkest truth, the sweetest lie.

2011-06-24T11:45:00.000-07:00

i dunno whether my choice is right anot.

every one is very shock about my new relationship with this person,

kinda weird though ,

i just want a stable relationship .

is like i keep changing boyf.

people keep nagging at me . :(

just hope this would last,

if it doesn't, then i think its a sad story for me .

ok , nowadays keep falling ill ,

boyf FORCE me to go for a consultation to doctor , :(

medicine, boyfriend, work, study , my life sucks . -.-

get a life serene.

i love my boyfriend. <3

2011-06-17T09:33:00.000-07:00

i need money ! money please drop down from the sky~

where do i get 400 plus dollar now ???

irritating....

money issue sux !

omg !!!

go everywhere also need money, go every where money money money.

the world is so practical ,

no money no talk .

what a boring life,

its like wtf !

grrrrr,..... maybe one day i will die due to money issue , but still enjoy chalet, boyfriend, friends, family, hahaha ... love it though....

what if one day things go wrong will we solve it without arguing?

hmmmm... i'm thinking and wondering

Feeling uneasy.

2011-06-13T16:09:00.000-07:00

I feel so uneasy now , I just feel like taking a knife and fuck stab myself, I want to cry but I realize it's useless cause it won't stop anything for happening , I'm sorry *** I'm really sorry, maybe this is the best way to solve everything , lying down beside him make me feel worst ... Maybe I'm th one that should leave instead. Maybe I'm just someone who pass your life, things isn't that lovely anymore . I hope you're fine and I hope you will get over it as soon as possible, I'm not a good person . I will hurt you again... I feel that I'm like the one that should be guilty, guilty concious is getting on my nerve, I think I'm not those kind that can just get over this very soon ... I'm sorry...

What are words? What is love? Baby please tell me... I'm just like a lost kid finding a way home. I'm too playful at times. I need time ... :'(
I really need your moral support now. Help me .!

jealousy kills the cat .

2011-05-31T08:27:00.000-07:00

no matter how good looking you are , you dun have the heart , you will still die in the society.

no matter how ugly you look , you have a good heart, people will still think you are beautiful and love you the way you are suppose to be loved, and treat you like how you suppose to be treated ,

KARMA.

love is not all about you , its also about the partner. maybe some times, but not always , you must still share the spotlight with the partner,

SHARING.

call me what ever you want me to, hate me all you want, back stab me all you like , all i can tell you is you are just a jerk who just cant be bothered about your life, because living happily is all about forgiving and forgetting the mistakes they have done,

FORGIVE AND FORGET.

letting the person know that the event/appointment is canceled is important because you will never know what is that person going to do, just to attend for that event. you will piss that person off~

RESPONSIBILITY.

HOW I SPENT MY DAY.

went to school today, being bombed by the teacher . -.- then being lectured by the vice principle, then went out of school , then waited for this idiot call IVAN WONG , then headed to west mall , then intended to go home, ended up at block 168, slacked there till 11p.m. then went home, then wash up, came for blogging now, not feeling very well now , im like HALF DEAD, :'(

then i am still considering if i should go to school tomorrow or not. sigh

its a long day for me. i shall end here,

I MISS MY BABYGIRLS AND YOU.

p/s : i ain't the one. im begging you to stop.

once a girl, always a girl.

2011-05-21T09:27:00.000-07:00

its always because of one thing that make me piss spoils my whole day. fuck ... why always because of one thing ? its OK , i am gonna over calm it like how i always do , its OK , i'm fine ,

today did nothing much , i only know that after listening to peoples life story i realize i am so much better then them. not getting into unnecessary troubles . :) how happy to hear that aye ? after so many things happened to me, i realize im much more stronger, much more careful and also much more mature. people call me, small kid , indeed i am !

`i'm OK if you dun love me ,

`i'm fine if you dun understand me

`i will be OK even if you hate me

`but i cant tolerate if you insult me.

`its fine if you hit me ,

`its fine if you don't care about me,

`as long as i care for you thats enough.

was out with Ivan, engliang, Cassandra, qianhui, then saw nelson

stopped and talk for awhile.

then went to eat at KOUFU

then went ARCADE.

then went to 112

then for a run.

then went for some drinks,

then went back home.

time check: 12:44

things im going to do : ~~watch glee~~/sleep

p.s: i miss you my baby girls. Xiaoyu and Michelle, joey and Joanne. miss you guys so much,

call me a slut or what so ever i dun care.

2011-05-16T08:05:00.000-07:00

ok today tired ,, :) but still fun , disturbing my juniors , but of cause i din cause harm to them , and of cause i din hurt them , :) hehehe...

was doing nothing but of cause i am playing some games , ( floorball)

its fun but i lost , i still enjoyed ,

playing in a game its not about winning its about the process in the game , and its the same for life , i hope i can also apply this in life too . :)

after tht when to westmall with xiaoyu'GIRLFRIRND, and engliang'BUDDY hehehe eat then

when slack slack v them was quite high at that point of time cause i did pollute the noise there. :)

every thing is gonna be fine ,

i have got over alot of my problems , :)

being happy is more important then anything else ,

dun cause trouble for others so that others also wont sabotage you . :)

baby i do miss you . :)

but i have got over you , this is me , :)

being beaten twice in a month, at the same damn spot

2011-05-08T09:20:00.000-07:00

i think its my fault to get him so angry, get him to beat me/ scold me/ gve me the i hate you look everytime he sees me , i was being lectured since young , this time round he whacks me , he beats me, i dunno whats wrong but what i know now is , i dun want any of my friends to get hurt again, no mre... one person die is better then two, so ya.. if one day i die because of this reason i will really not RIP fuck all those bullshit la.. i really dunno what the fuck is wrong with his brain , hello ~ i am his daughter i am not his damn son ~ i am a girl , why must he just beat me this way, i really want to know the reason, i cant use my index finger to type , fuck my life la , ccb ,

i just want you to understand me and dun want you to keep on treating me like a young girl, is that very hard, what i can do now is to obey your orders, hey i am not your pet dog ! chain me up la ! leash me up ! i am so much more better then anyone out there who you fuck dote so much , you would rather listen to people who tries to make you go down pour.

you dont to tell me what to do, i know what is best for myself

2011-05-07T08:07:00.000-07:00

if i know after my birthday things will go wrong , i would rather not to have my birthday celebrated . but this happen also good for every one ,

i wasnt happy , i want some one to be there when i need him/her , thats all , is that very difficult, is that too much to ask? even now i got no one to talk to , fuck ! i think i will have to do something to make things right...

getting drunk is a good choice , how i wish i can be drunk always.

ohgod!

2011-04-23T09:59:00.001-07:00

HELP ME! i'm gonna die . :( things is getting from bad to worst. and i dunno what to do . hope i can get things done before anything else...
babygirl, help me

did nothing much for this weekend , only know i just down with a lot of pressure, hope it will subside soon . :( getting ill easily nowadays... dunno whats going on... am i just suffering from burnout? or am i just not having not enough sleep? :( i just feel like giving up everything that i have now. no matter how hard i try its just no worth...

if the both of you can see this just please let me know if i just to irresponsible for the my acts. maybe i'm just acting too tough... maybe i am just hiding myself ... anyone please help me... i'm sorry for making you fall into this ... but yea,... understand me dudes...

love♥

serene is feeling lonely.

the heartache im feeling is not the feeling i normally. feels. :'(

2011-04-07T22:37:00.000-07:00

i want my usual me

sometimes i really dunno hat to do , i really feel very tired over everything , its like pressure pressing me down and im climbing up .

its like i want peace chaos come , i really dunno what to do ,

baby, i miss you , i am also confused .

sweetheart, how i wish you were here

today nothing much happen .... went to school and came back home

nothing much happen though...

things isn't going in how its suppose to be .

im puzzled and confuse and frustrated ... i only want some one to care thats all i ask for , is that very hard . :'(

i love the way you lie

2011-03-15T09:31:00.000-07:00

ok ... this is a very wierd timing to update blog . but its ok . :) i will be sleeping real soon . :)
recently happened a lot of things , but i realise all those things that happen gave me a shock , and realise that i am not capable of helping , i also realise that i shouldn't put myself in a so difficult position where i know cant cope..

back to today ,
wake up early,
did some house chores,
had a meal,
went to xx house,
slacked,
cab to csc,
cab back then when mac for some snacks ,
timah , play pool
then have my dinner at buddy hoagies.
then back home , :)
the end of the day.

` some time things wont go on the way you wanted them to .
just dun expect much , and be who you really are.

` every girls have beauty, its just the way you look at them, they may not be pretty. but when you understand them, their inner beauty will definitely show. :)

serene :)

i am tired and happy velentines day readers. :)

2011-02-14T03:35:00.000-08:00

so tired ...
classes getting more and more ...
my life is getting shorter by days ...
my god ...
i am gonna die of tiredness ....
supertired please ...

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY BABY!

TODAY GOT SUNFLOWER TODAY ! THANKS ANGELENA SWEETHEART !!!
I SUPER LIKE THE SUNFLOWER ....

SHALL END HERE ...
RESTING NOW . BEFORE I DIE ...
I LOVE MY BABY BOY ...
CHEW WEIHAO ...

i am lost

2011-02-08T03:05:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE ...

happy sick week to me ....

omg ... i am missing my boyfriend now and thinking what had actually happen to make him so upset nowadays .... i think i should find out . is it because of me demanding too much . or am i the one he dun wish to see ...

looks like he is really unhappy when he is with me ...

he said he dislike my attitude but i dunno whats wrong ...

shall not disturb him for the time being ..

currently listening to the song 'right here waiting for you'

it gives me an idea of me neglecting my friends ,...

my family .... and my studies ...

i just cant think of anything ...

superwoman will also feel dun and suffer burn out at times ...

dun mention a normal girl like me ...

baby ... tell me what should i do .... im super moody now .. :(

baby... i miss the way how you sing and hold me tightly. dote me like as if i am the only one, you really changed so much.

FINALLY GOT HOME!

2011-01-31T01:21:00.000-08:00

my boyfriend so cute . :D

i just simply love him soo soo much ... :x

but some times i really dislike him, -.-

today did nothing much i just simply went to school then went back home ...

yes ... today's weather simply sucks ...

but still cooling . :D

i love today ...

CNY around the corner .... i wish every one a very happy lunar new year ...

gtg ... byexzxzx ....

off to imm now ... zzz

4 month and counting... :D

lovely ...

willing to wait ... but not for too long ~

in class so bored

2011-01-26T17:40:00.000-08:00

my god !!! in class so bored ... im dying . omg ! queensway after that... hehe ...
counting down till CNY !!! HEHE ! RED PACKET !!! :):) NEW CLOTHES ! HEELS ! AND BAGS !!! LOVELY !!! :)

I STILL LOVE MY BABY BOY !!! LOVELY ...
I LOVE WEIHAO

boring day

2011-01-11T16:35:00.000-08:00

no much time to update blog ... currently in school bored die me ..
currently still wondering why am i doing this in school -.-
fuck -'- super boring in school tell you ...

to the someone ... if you fucking dunno how o appreciate then fuck off ...

shall end here ... :)

feeling sad now. ):

2010-12-27T22:37:00.000-08:00

nothing much to post , but there a picture i took it from one of my friend. yea ...

merry Christmas

2010-12-22T23:04:00.000-08:00

Christmas coming !!!! tomorrow christmas eve !!! :)
"what should i buy ???

where should i go ???

what will i get ???

will i have fun ??

excited !!! :) :)

gonna stay home today,... rest ,

is around the corner ... :)

countdown together !!!!

lovely ... :)

if you didnt say that ...

i think i wont think so much ...

nowadays, watch movie like dun need money like that . omg !!!

so bored .... omg !!!!

end here today so bored

2010-11-24T23:49:00.000-08:00

holiday really very bored . sibei sian .

long time never update blog.

hi , i am back . went out often nowadays

still having sunburn cause went to santosa

broke cause went to cathay for movie ,

now im home sitting infront of the computer waiting for the phone to ring .

i know he wont call , but i'm still waiting......

wake up quite late today ,

now still at home .

going out to slack awhile then go home liao .

good planning .... :)

baby.... if only you are just my friend. i wont feel so uneasy right now ,

i would know how to handle.

we have problem between us...

just hope that you can understand .

can anyone intro me a job that is daily cashout de .

i am so bored at home . need a job to kill time... -.-

holiday , without holiday mood

2010-11-11T02:57:00.000-08:00

holiday , bored . boyfriend , bored , life bored .

so bored is like i am doing everything as if i am not doing anything .

meals ? skip , sleep ? always. go out ? some times . i am wasting my time sitting at home waiting for golden egg to drop from sky .

boyfriend ?

always think that he is the one, he is the one, but ending .

problems, coming.

fight always.

common topic ?

nope.

out together?

sometimes.

jealous ?

everytime.

this is ridiculous, communication problem man !

staying at home ?

eat , sleep , computer , iphone ?

always.

going out ?

same old places . this is shit . damn bored .

`baby, if one day i were to leave you . please forgive me, because it will be the day when i realize i am not ready for this yet.

`rotting again.

I miss you badly, and I had a bad day

2010-10-25T09:20:00.000-07:00

Today 25th October I will never forget how my dad embarrass me infront of every one ! In bugis some more ! What's wrong with working there ? No one will freaking care what am I doing or what am I selling ... They do their stuff I do mine ... My face is down the drain and everyone is gonna know that my dad did that to me . Fuck ! What am I gonna do Man! What I feel like doing now is dig a hole or find a hole and hide my head inside there and never wanna come out ! Looks like I am gonna stay away from bugis for the time being ! Shag.

[I would appreciate it if you would stop doing stuff like thAt]
{waiting for my hubby's call long to the max}
[if you were the one who reAlly make me fall for you, how long will you make
Me wait?]
| I am who I am |

Ps: I miss my dear HUBBY ! I miss him to the max ! I love him ! I love chew Weihao !

• ending a relationship is equals to starting a brend new relationship with a different person.

2010-10-13T00:40:00.000-07:00

exams exams exams .

why must my ad come back when ever i am gonna post ???? why ????

lols ..... nothing must happen this few days was peaceful at home ....

but my outside life is from bad to worst ... every thing is like killinq me ...

home that this will stop soon ...

quarrel with friends ...

losing friend ....

i think i better stay home so i wont get in trouble .

no more trouble no more ....

i dun love him no more ....

i dunno wads wrong with me . hais ,.

things is getting better at the same time getting worst . i think my exams will kill me when my result is out .

i think i M just gonna sit there and not think too much i hope every thing pass ...

3 more papers to the marking day ....

sweet ....

i am alive when the date 10 10 10

lovely ...

`i think you are the one that i really truly love ...

`i miss you baby .

`give my one more chance and i will make it right

i am the one . the one who mess every thing up ...

i am guilty ./.

i am sry

signing out: serene

2010-10-09T19:49:00.000-07:00

happy birthday my dear sister ... :):):)
today is 10 10 10 :)
cool .... 5 more days till the day the my exams end !!!! :) lovely ... :):):)

currently going out soon ....
got wad i wanted already ...
an iphone .\
nxt would be DSLR ... got to earn for myself ... :)
lovely ....

his choice.

2010-09-28T03:49:00.000-07:00

DAMN IT ! WHY CAN'T I JUST STAND STRAIGHT SIT RIGHT AND JUST STOP CARING! HE HAVE TURN MY LIFE AROUND! AS IF HE IS SOME ONE IMPORTANT!

I MUST STOP! HE IS NOT MINE , AND I KNOW HE WILL NEVER BE. FUCK ! HE HAVE GOT HIS NEW LIFE I'VE GOT MINE! SO WHY CARE !

I WANT TO GO BACK TO THE OLD DAYS.

THE SWEET TIMES. THE DAYS THAT YOU CUDDLE ME CLOSE, LOVE ME RIGHT! I MISS THE WAY YOU CALL ME BABY!

I HOPE YOU CAN SEE THIS I MISS YOU! I JUST WANT TO APOLOGISE. I AM SORRY BABY!

class as per normal. day by day class is shrinking .

well well well , i think i am going now...

byesxzx peeps.....

p/s the sweetest memory will be with me till the day i'm gone for good ... :)

i love you

2010-09-14T06:01:00.000-07:00

just end school not long .....

i hate you ....

i really hate you ....

but i dunno how to express my hate to you ....

you are just that irritating ....

i just fcuking hate you ....

^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

i love you ....

i really do ...

but i just dunno how to express my love to you ....

you are just that fcuking cute ....

i just fcuking love you ....

_______________________

its been ages ever since i last posted .... my blog is half dead .... :D

posting for the sake of posting ...

spade ace ...

serene signing out ... :)

2010-09-10T10:53:00.000-07:00

2010-08-30T22:14:00.000-07:00

HAPPY TEACHERS'DAY TO ALL TEACHERS !

ENJOY YOUR ONE DAY HOLIDAY TO ALL !

`today teachers'day celebration school ended early ...

going back school later ...

today wake up ... nothing better today ...

school .

home .

back to primary school nao ...

tired ... i think i am gonna fall sick soon ....

my god ... nowadays , trying to quit smoking !

but no one will believe anyways ...

going to meet my primary school friends later .

my god i miss my friends there soo soo soo soo much !

hmmm .... guess thats all for naoxz ,,... :)

once again !

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY !!! :D

birthday

elaine tan 26 july

( happy belated birthday my beloved younger sister)

cassandra tan 20 august

( happy belated birthday my dear girl)

i miss you badly baby. 我很想你情爱的。

2010-08-28T20:37:00.000-07:00

today sunday ...
nothing much happened ....
really miss him anyways .
things have change after i lost contact him .
he is really stupid for hacking my profile .
i dun find a valid reason for him to hack my account anyways ,
maybe i am just making a storm in a teacup ...
he always thought i want to quarrel seek attention ...
i dunwan to...
he was once my good friend ,
once my close friend why would i want to make him hate me ,?
hate is a very storng word to ,....

its okkie .
i can survive alone ...
i will not regret wad decision i made ...

`i will not look back .
`i will be strong .
`you hurt me baby .
`there is a wound in my heart ,
`its hard to heal
`i am sorry
`i miss you ,
`i miss the old times ,
`i miss the old us .
i want back the days ... i really do ....
baby i really miss you

the world turning upside down

2010-08-16T03:02:00.000-07:00

i dunno what people nowadays are thinking now........ crazy !

i misplace my camera. :'(

2010-08-10T01:42:00.000-07:00

i misplace my camera , i forget where i place it ... only remember , a lot people rushing me ... my god ! i need my camerA badly, i miss my camera ...
if really canot find then i will try my best to get a new one ... :'(
okay , dun talk about thiis ...
ytd, when marina cause of NDP lols ...
then wtf squizy like hell ...
then went to have dinner , with
weihao, wencang & co.

damn lot of ppl.....

when there with joey & co. but come back with elaine

my god ....

my blog is half dead

2010-08-06T10:29:00.000-07:00

my god ! nowadays i got no time to stay at home and rest ! should find one day ... :D
okkie ... this few weeks and days ... nothing much ... weekdays.... school, home and out i go ! weekends, shop shop shop, slackslack slack..... sian ... just reachy home not long .... tired die me , then realise my blog half dead . so came to post ... people tag more !!!! end of post for today off to bed !!!! nights people

`you might seems fake
but you are real ...
` you might seems you care , but actually you are nort ....

2010-07-11T08:26:00.000-07:00

ok ... today nothing better to do , came blogging .
wakeup, kena scolding , around 4 go out , watch movie , then went to dinner when cousin , cassandra and co.
when to slack then went to bring dog, reach home 10p.m
wash up etc... use comp . going to turn it off soon .... tired ... going sleep le
school tomorrow . tired die me ....
i miss die him . but he got girlfriend le . no point missing him . lols .
wish they can last long lor ... :D

i can find a better one next time .

having friends is enough, no niid boyfriend to satisfy myself.
people might ask why. but they will never understand ... =,=

end here.
serene.

i need to say things out before i go crazy !!!!!!

2010-07-07T10:13:00.000-07:00

today is 8 july 2010. 1:20 a.m.
later got school . havent sleep . dunno how to stud tomorrow especially tomorrow got science ... sian ttm ..
i have been feeling guilty these days ...
i just feel like taking my head bang the wall sua ...
*i wouldn't dare ...
today went to school did nothing slacked .
etc ... same thing every day , bored ...
went home . came out at 8p.m
met bby at 8:30p.m
went home at 9 45.
just now made bby, damn angry . ): he havent been replying my text or picking up my call since just now .
so worried , at the same time so quilty. i always feel so guilty , whye ?
i apologise again and again . but he just dun wan to reply my message ... )':
bby, 我不是故意的。

feeling so stress lately . just realise that i got tons of stuff undone ,
hopefully i should be able to finish within this week ... cca's on friday ... spgh . dun feel like going ... lazy ttm ...

i feel like crying, but i cant.
i dun wanna make ppl worry . especially HIM . serve me right actually, ppl treat me well. i treat the like dunno wad, i am sorry.

i wazs once in your heart. thats enough ... luvxzx

2010-07-02T00:47:00.001-07:00

one entire school week is over ,

this coming monday is youth day . a holiday for me again .... woots ...

so tired ...

so far i wasn't late this week ... aso happy , no DC ...

oni problem is . i am always super tired in class ,

i dunno why . always tell myself to stay awake , the next minute you will be seeing me sleep ...

okkie today the day was short for me ...

first period extra time.

mathematics . MR Rafeek came into our class to teach ...

she teach i wont sleep the other teacher teach , i jitao is sleep all the way want .

i dun like that teacher ar .

ppl ask him question he answer ,

i ask him , he jitao ignore . i am so angry please ...

some more got two period of maths . 2 hrs siting there is making me crazy .

okkie just not in school almost gone case ...

threw the chair at some one .

that irritating person i dun wish to mention .

write till here ... tired die me .

i am going to sleep now.

serene.

2010-06-22T02:51:00.000-07:00

my post of the day

today wake up la due to slept late yesterday. plus saw some scenes ... eew ... that makes me feel like vomiting ... ok , not the main point . skip !

today , when to west mall saw ehemehem. then when to imm to company meimei go buy school shoe plus slippers. okkie , then when back to westmall . something wierd happen nothing to do with me , LOLS. when up to arcade play awhile . then home sweet home.... came blogging . and now will end today LIKETHAT ,,. sweet...

serene.

i dun wan to make things happen again . i just wan peaceful life .
bby. help me ...

2010-06-14T09:20:00.000-07:00

you say tat i am a bitch ,

why bother reading when you know that you are gonna get angry ,

ya la . i bitch , i slut . i flirt wib everyone ...

can ? happy ? very happy rite ?

i moved on .

ya happy ... happy jiu good .

then shut up and leave me alone .

dun you think the one who is irritating is not me , but you .?

fuck you man !

i slut , i bitch , wad else ?

what other words you wan to use to hurt me? come lor .

its okkie . i get hurt never mind , dun you ever fcuking dare to come scold me friend . you dun have the fucking right to okkie ?!?!

this post is for you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you should know who are you . i always wan to apologise . but when i apologise the things that you say hurts double .... dun you think you are far too much .

you are not worth a cent to me now ! so wad if you're rich ! brainless still no use !

serene.

today . watch movie . and went back home ... dota WIB JUN KANG and now blogging ... end of today .

post next time . bye ...

serene got no mood to blog.

edited*

you are fucking nothing to me . and please if you wan to say some one is irritating , think back what you have done before , okkie ? i dun niid to say every thing out so clearly , and btw , i dun think you are some one who is so high up that you can fucking say things that make people think that "the person" is so cheap and worth fcuking nothing . please use your fcuking pea brain to think , or style abit your fcuking penis to fcuking think . okkie? i dun care how people look at me , but you must know that , i serene tan is not that good to bully okkie ?! i ah lian i admit , you happy now ?! you fcuking think that i am so cheap . now i know your heart is thinking that i am a fcuking prostitute that cn fcuking let guys touch me , yes i HND ! happy ? i flirt i admit, better then SOMEONE , who doesnt even dare to fcuking admit and push all the blame on people whem he or she did some thing WRONG . ccb. think man , small kid , not better than a three year old baby ! BIG MISTAKE KNOWING YOU ! TREATED YOU AS MY GOOD GOOD BUDDY IS ONE OF MY BIGGEST MISTAKE THAT I'VE EVER MADE !!!!!

2010-06-03T02:58:00.000-07:00

fcuk him !

to the people who think that i have a good life in Singapore .

i dun have a good life , as i have been Fucking quarrelling with my dad .

was be ****** up by him , for some lame reason !

i dunno how to communicate with him nowadays . is so ridiculous la.

if you people think that using violence can solve everything then you can use your head and bang the fucking wall already . seriously .

this few days was sick , din go anywhere further then west mall .

yesterday when to west mall for movie .

nice show , but my friend text me , why i watch that which is so man ? -.-

OK after the movie , when down to G2000 ... slack wait for friend . play with baby . O.o

friend reach , head down to bukit batok community centre , grab a bite, wait for cousin , and down to jurong point.... headed back home , brought my dog for a walk , home and start the war again with my dad . -.- so ridiculous la ...

ok today, down to KFC for breakfast , then down to jurong for lunch , back to M mart to slack , and back home to rot , for now , hmmmmm .... din do anything much , so boring . :( bored to th max . :( okkie ... never mind ,.i will end here ... wil post when i can . :D

serene.

cant think of anything now.
♥serene *lovelove!

2010-06-01T01:22:00.000-07:00

okkie . holidays suppose to be event lot to th max . but mine sian to th max . okkie . planing to stay home all the way .. hmmmm . i think i should do it .
okkiie. nothing much to post ....
every day nua at home . nothing post le ....

`i can't bear with the pain when the person i love the most trying to woo some one infront of me

`hate life . hate myself
`regret regret and regret.......

serene.

i love you . but you dun .
sereneTJY *lovelove

2010-05-24T07:58:00.000-07:00

feeing so sick.

okkie , was suppose to go for doctor .

but was abit to late after i prepare . -.-

so have to wait for tomorrow then go see doctor .

okkie so today school , home, westmall && one head.

with jun kang , jun bing , kappo & my sister . eat and eat and eat . omg .

grow fat . its been ages since i last post .

i am so tired , am so busy , and i am so sick of posting , teling the world what with me ,

telling the world whats happening .

i just hope every thing is gonna be fine ,

i miss him , but he will never know ,maybe he will still look to my bad side .

but who cares , people come and go , this is life ,

i think he moved on so much earlier then i thought he would , i promise to wait for two years then i will . the two years of single , is ending in 1and a half years time , time flies when you are busy , i will kiip my fcuking life bus all the way till the end of the time that i promised .

you might think i am lying , but i am not , so be it ,

from now on , i willbe the fcuking bad person . alright . treat me as invisible i dun mind ,

cause i know i am at wrong first . so i dun blame . :)

smile always baby , my last time calling you that . :)

`i just want to say i love you.

`i just wan to say i miss you.

`but thats too late for that.

`i know you moved on , so yea. its okkie .

my one and only [my dearest.]

sereneTJY♥ *lovelove.:)

2010-05-18T09:22:00.000-07:00

fcuk up!

6:40 wakey wakey .

7:40 reachy school

1:20 school ended

~bussed home~

1:45 reach home

3:30 miit junkang

4:15 caueway point

5:45

`train back to batok

6:53 miit jun bing

9p.m home to bring dog

12:21 `BLOGGING !

nothing better do in school sleep msg and etc . slack slack slack till school end . sot de siia .

then bused home do nothing but talk to mummy . lmao .

went to cause way to repair my fcuking phone .

phone spoil . shit . tomorrow can take phone le .

yay ! then msg wc ,xg.etc

was actually miiting sam and jack , but din turn up . till ust now only sam turn up jack never .

kill time . and here blogging . bored to dhe maxx ! x.x

`i might change physically.

`i might change my personallity .

`but i will never change my heart towards you .

`maybe i sound like a freak

`maybe people hates me

` but i know there is always people around me who will stay by me .

`i might not found a perfect one in people's eye .

`but that person will be my perfect one

sereneTJY♥ *lovelove!:)
he is my one and only:D

2010-05-17T10:21:00.000-07:00

i nvr once will find f. trouble with f. dogs !
knn . say wan tio me then run .?
go back home takey care your baby sua la . lol .
make me sot only leh . seriously .
and i cannot do anything thats the part where i am sot at .
may god bless the baby who have THIS kind of mother .
sighs . baby , baddy luck for you . >:(

today school , cck ave5, sunshineplace, cck ave5(again) 1head &&HSH.
daiji, daiji, daiji, settle , settle, settle , birthday birthday && birthday , i no money le bodoh . fcuk la. fcuk life !

sereneTJY♥ *LOVELOVE!

I JUST WAN THINGS TO BE DOWN . :(

2010-05-13T08:42:00.000-07:00

you leave my . i am empty . okkie , i know i sound irritating . hate me . hate all you wan then . i am fine with . i know i will let go soon . now then i know , how much i wan you . hais . things change . lol .

my emptyheart , i am all alone again . i lost the ring means i lost his every thing . so i will let go .

today . go school . kill time . kill kill kill . nothing better to do . i sleep . nothing better to do i disturb . after school . JB outside waiting for me , went home , got changed , and out again , was out late again . :(:( doing nothing . moody again . play play ... people wan tio me . come lor . i waiting . wah . scared scared . :( * crying to mummy . hear properly . i serene tan not that easy to bully .
come la . lim bei not scared . come ...... nbcb . come la . tmd . BHB !

i miss him so much ! goodness ,

2010-05-10T08:47:00.000-07:00

if you think i am sensitive so be it . if you think i am stressed up so be it . dunno wad to say . trusting ? god damn it . please .

today gone no where but feeling sick . but not sick at all . tmd . dunno what i thinking . cry also not right . happy also not right . laugh also not right . tmd . dunno give wad emotion then correct . okkie . school , home, block 106, westmall && HSH. muackies .

you are gonna be fine . i pei you go tomorrow . nothing will happen . :) smile more . dun think too much . :) always look on the bright side . things will pass when time flies . :) *friendship huqqy. :)

miss all my dearest , beloved friends . misses to all . people dun get the wrong idea . :) i not lesbiee .

i will think through, i will find a way to solve this, make this go right , will nvr regret what i choose , :) time is stil flying . :) muackiiesssss.... i will work hard . :)

2010-05-08T11:28:00.000-07:00

i can't believe i am so stupid to believe. so stupid to think that you are the one i can really trust . fuck all lies ! wad you wan me do ? stop your crap of you missing me ! is just a threat for you to rule me! fuck ! you think i can still trust you after this thingy happen ! you want her then dun act infront of me ! stop saying you love me when you dun ! i am not an idiot! sriously ! i have enough ! let me tell you something honestly! i have really no idea why you do this for . revenge ? fcuk . why the fcuk you wan me to do . why ? you think i wont fine out what you are doing ? you thought so ?! i doubt it long ago please . ever since you contact back her i jiu know liao okkie ! nbcb ! and this is for you not for me . hongster never die ! still say wad " sis ):, i really miss YY):*******" "confession" not for me . is for her ! "i miss _______" is not for me , is for her , you thought i fucking idiot is it ?! you treat e like a fool ! you do things without thinking , this is you not me , an ass without a hole , so rediculous . tmd ,

today was a good day before i found out that fucking thing ! did nothing , but when for a walk at lot one with my friends who i can trust ! friends that make me happy when i am freaking down and angry , friends who helps me when trouble cmes . hey thanks people . love you guys so much . suppose to miit joey de . bt unable to contact her . shit man ! hw i wish i didn't see the thingy before . for god sacck . i dun wan to do thigs this way . is you force me to !

things will never be the same!!!

thaks a lot ! your surprise shocked me !

make me believe you so much !

lao turtle !

2010-05-01T20:37:00.000-07:00

finally csn post ! okkie .. this few days sop bored . study home slack . study study study ! omg bored to the max . after that kiip kena bomb by some one fcuk him la . wtf , then dun wan answer call crap la he , only stupid will believe him so many times . okkiie . later can miit joey and joanne le . its been a long timeever since the 3 of us miit up together , :D
okkie end here ,

serene.

3rd day without you ,

2010-04-22T04:58:00.000-07:00

okkie. today did something stupid. knowing that people do that is just to make me angry . then i really become angry . go shout at teacher . tmds . that teacher also kb la . dunno anything then shout at me . dunno how to ask properly first meh ?
walao . then come scold me . i shout at hm a few sentence he ask me stay back . tmd . use brain can? really siia . pick on people niia . lmao . drop this subject . after that things when back to normal . okkie , went home quite late . hmmm ... now came blogging . but i doing my work . lmao . okok . gtg . bye .

`what comes aroud goes around.
`fate only comes once . if you dun cherish and the fate past. you can nv have it back .
` i am now in a dream with no reality ,

~ is this me? serene tan jing yi ? are you awake serene? wads wrong with me???????~

serene end here.

2nd day without you .

2010-04-21T00:43:00.000-07:00

today not late again ! wooh ! yay !!!!!! love my baby so much .
baby thanks for the morning call . :D i wondering wad you doing now . going to create a blog for him later . after thatr . down to study !!!!!!! :( exams are around the corner , :) studying later , i wan to have good result , ! okkie . nothing better to post already .
school and home . end of today . so bored . :(
baby , are you back . :(
59 days to go .:(
baby ! i miss you !!!!!!
`wonderful day ! :D
`counting down 59 days .
plus counting down for my birthday . :D
okkie . bye . ending here with this stupid picture

fate comes and go. cherish what you have then regretting
after its gone.

the first day without you .

2010-04-20T06:30:00.000-07:00

today din happen anything special .
only today abit crazy . :)
baby ! baby ! baby ! i love you a lot a lot a lot !
muackxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxxxxxx ...... faster come back time fly faster . 60 days enough . when he is back time pause for a moment . i just wan to stay abit longer with him , that all i want .... i dun wan to quarrel . i just wan every thing to be normal . i just you to be with me a longer time . !
bill tan soon mun can yu come back faster . baby , i wan love love !!!!!!! baobeix ... i miss you to the max . baobao ! i love you to the max ! darling . 60 day left .... muackxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxxcxxzxzx......
`i wan time to fly faster for now .
`i wan time to slow down after 60 days ., slow down for 1 month .....
`misses . loves. kisses are all yours.
`darling , i will be waiting !!!!!!!!

i am still waiting for you to be back permanently. 2 years !!!!!!

baby! i am counting down , are you !!!!?
i am addicted to someone !!!!!!! baby i love you alot . to the max . muackxzxzxzxzxzxzx

i miss darlingssss . including bill darling !

the first minutes without him

2010-04-19T08:39:00.000-07:00

okkie . today . did quarrel but for only awhile . after that . okkie la . did go on well . but dunno why . the feeling is not right . kiip feel like crying . :( hmmmm duno wads wrong with my nerve . lol . okie fllow by , messaging him . so sweet! but still dun feel right . :( sigh . even if we dun quarrel things will not go back to normal . i can bet with you . even if you say " yes it will . " thats gonna take a fucking long time to . sigh , i so angry . so jealous . so sad . but the only thing i can do now is to count down 61 days . minimum . lol . hais. heart so heavy . and things around me is like getting into my nerves . :( so wad the fuck should i fucking do ? can anyone tell me .

" treating people well is by action . not shouting "
` making a person learn their lesson is to tslk and not to be strict . it will make matter worst .
` gonna miss my baby boy .
` and i hate that girl.
`she know who is she ,
` i wan to be who i am .
`turning back is difficult.

back to post . -.-

2010-04-16T03:07:00.000-07:00

okkie . today . when to school . etc etc . not late . okkie . yes ! hmmm.... ebs ? bored to the max . then after that . got dunno wad physical test . hmmm . lol . i pass all my station except for my sit and reach . :( okjkuie after that when to do my POSB card . hmmmm.... then after that went home did nothing but bath for my dog . then .... after that . came for blogging . okkie i dunno wad to post liao . okkie . have a great day . ;):) looking forward for tomorrow's thingy thingy . :) wooh ! now waiting for baby to finish his freaking passing out parade . -.- . also dunno when he finish , okkie then i gonna end here first . :)

bored to the max.

2010-04-13T21:56:00.000-07:00

now in cpa lesson . bored . okkie . then came to post my half dead blogg. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahaas . wearing contact lens . omg. lmao . hmmmm.... i think some thing is wrong with me .
yesterday . not a good day for me . as i quarreled with HIM again . :(
but now we are fine !!!!!!!!!!! woooh !!!!! okkie . after school gonna miit him ! wooh ! love it 1 love it when we dont quarrel . todays gonna be a good day ! okkie . just now in the morning . my skirt thingy break . then omg . wait for english . okkie fix it . then hmmmm . now is okkie le !!!!! okkie really very bored i know . gonna edit this post later . as i know i am typing crap . =.=

`only when i am alone i think. i have learn a lot ever since that happened ! thanks .
` i will learn to be more cautious about who i am mixing with . betrayer ! trouble maker !
` you are adding fuel to the fire you know !
` xin cai le huo.

bad day plus happy day plus not in good mood .

2010-04-07T04:58:00.000-07:00

okkie , today went to school early ,

not late ! wooh ! okkie . i am so tired and angry today as i my book was being damaged by one of my classmate . and that faggot dun dare to own up ! wad kind of coward is he/she ! better own up , before i found out who are you . okkie ! i a not the girl you can fcuk around with . i tell you . i am so dissappointed with them . sigh . physically look fierce , but mentally coward ! shit !stupid dumb asss! so angry with them !!!!

"so happy , i changed phone.

what can i do to stop this thing ?

2010-04-05T23:37:00.000-07:00

its been happening over and over again .
i know you are sick but dun you think even if we quarrel a million times over the same fucking situation , do you think it will solve this entire problem .
i just wan to siit down and have a good talk , is that really very difficult ,
you said you are trying let me feel how you feel , when we are together, trying to seek for revenge? come on dude! hey, i am really getting tired of quarrelling, please stop it.

`if fate has ended, then it will be over.
`everything has a start and has an end.
`i dun care wad the ending will be, as long as i have experience &
learn things from the process.

serene.

he is back

2010-04-05T00:47:00.000-07:00

yes . he is back , bill is back . once again , back in singapore . okie ?
yes i saw him . but i dunno why , when ever i saw him i will have a feeling to hide and dun let him find me . :( i wan to talk to him , but i dun have the guts to . god !!!!! :( i think this wad people mean by , you done something to hurt someone , you feel guilty yes he have be sarcastic today ,. for telling every single one i am the one who broke up with him . okkie , he is treating me , cold today . okkie . i dun mind as i know i am in the wrong . i am sorry okkie ?

"can any one tell me wad should i do to stop the guilt in my heart ? i feel so horrible ! someone, please help me!"

`one person only can give his/her heart to one him/her,

he is trying to talk , but i just feel like keeping quiet , i just feel like standing beside him , but i feel like hiding. i would want to have a nice to talk , but i dun think he wants to,

serene.

cute puppy .

2010-04-02T08:48:00.001-07:00

woooh ! loong day . timah , lot1, batok , pasamalam , joanne house , home , walk dog . finally end today . wooh!!!!!!! okkie went for movie with my sis & co. the back to batok . miit joanne , after that play joanne's dog , call chocolate , maybe because , is brown brown colour . -.- hahahaahhahahahahahaha .
the movie so nice . movie title "when in rome" wooh . nice show , now msning , ehem ehem. gtg . bye.

glad to know that you are coming back already.

30'mar fav. lighter tio confiscate

2010-03-30T08:54:00.000-07:00

today , at school damn tired when to school. sleep sleep, then , math also sleep sleep . :( nv learn any thing much , so dunno wad happen in class . :( okkie , after sch , go blk 4 sit . not 5 minute , start raining . -.- awhile more OM come , shit him . then say i smoking , that's the intention plus before that . he come that time heng heng nv smoke . if not jiu tio liao . :@ angry to th max . :@
then call . ehem ehem . awhile , reach home , went down miit joanne darlingxx . :) then chat chat walk pasa malam ( night market) awhile , the home sweet home. :) have my dinner . then go sleep . :) then wake up , wash up , then now blogging . okkie , gtg bye , got school tomorrow .

wad are we now ? friends ?
`crying doesn't help . so does being honest.!
` once over nv regrt, look forward, nv turn back.

found me so stupid to believe

2010-03-29T07:43:00.000-07:00

okkie , bored day . hmmmm .... okkie , every day school , home . okkie , bored to death . -.-
okkie , lost the game today . gain experience instead of anything . -.- . okkie . EBS commontest so bored . dunno will fail or wad . :( scared scared . :( but anyway , i gort nothing to post now . gtg , bye . post when i feel like posting ,
yes . some one i hate just being spamed !!!! :)

i am stupid to believe

what should i do ?

2010-03-27T10:20:00.000-07:00

okkie , today , went to school , okkie , the stupid training is making me fall asleep . -.-
at around 10:30 a.m , WH called , ask me where am i , and asked me whether i wan meet a not , omg , then i told him after my school end then say . kay , very stupid he when to sleep . after that , went to eat , call J. he talk to me awhile then XW came , pei me till 2:30 went back home REST awhile , then around 4:30 . WH wokeup , he text me ask me whether i wan meet nort , then use comp awhile went to bath etc. then went down to miit WH, ALOY,mysisters(elaine & regina) and one unknown guy , at 9:30 p.m , regina jie went to PH . okkie, wit ThAt unknown guy then we went to PASAMALAM walk one round , then when to 112 the playground slack, okkie went talking to WH privatly , then found out some truth , then was crying. crying and crying , then one guy BTSM, text me and tell me he is fucking off from my life , cry even louder. OKKIE . when for a walk with ALOY. cry cry cry , talk talk talk , 11:30 went home, use comp , down for a walk with my dog again , start thinking , and stopped crying , then went home, now still wondering.

why am i so stupid to believe every single person about what they say, they told me things that shocked me. they tell me things that's i am not happy/happy with . omg , i am so stupid , and i am so so naive. this thing really proofed to me that , there is no such thing as true love and no such thing as trusting help in relationship by not making them fall apart by lies that we told.

to bill : i am really sorry , and i dun really expect you to forgive me , i am sorry for everything , that includes the trouble that i have gave you , the phone i have lost. the time you waste on me , and the 3 months of heart that you gave me , the heart aches that i have caused, the promises that i have break , and lastly , sorry for making you make this major mistake .

to wenhao: hey , dun be too stressed up about the talk i have talk to you , erase the scene that you have seen , okkie . hope you will win her full heart , i promise i will help means i will help , nort to worry much , i and my sis , won't have any problems okkie i will learn how to let go .

to aloy: thanks for your shoulder. :)

I've tried i have try forgetting, i have try moving on. okkie , but i failed to do so . okkie ,
` as time pass people change. change to a total different person , how long can a friendship last and how long can a relationship last? giving in and out is the way to work the relationship out? crying dun help , honors only make the situation worst , best is to stay silent

games day.

2010-03-25T04:27:00.000-07:00

okkie . my class , 3-s . will not be going in to the final nor the semi . omg . so lan . grrrr .... now either is win prize or gain experience . hmmmm ... okkie . i am so gonna lose this game . grrr...

okkie . today was damn tired die during english lesson , so freaking tired , wad i doing siia . so so tired , die during CEP too . :( okkie , i have to sleep early today if not i will be very tired again , :(

okkie , today quarrel with bill again . i realise . every day also gort things to quarrel with him . some thing wrong with me . -.- okkie la . actually , he was angry for wad i have said to him . and i am angry because he shout at me . hmmm ... some thing is wrong with me . seriously ! okkie i am sorry okkie , !!!!!

p/s : i miis you.

everyone also have to lose their precious one then they will know how to cherish. i am one of the example.

school ends again . [ Tuesday]

2010-03-22T23:26:00.000-07:00

okkie today is not a good day for me . :( so damn bloody tired . :(

my dear girl . so sorry . for not miiting you today morning . cause i wake up late today . :(

i will miit you tomorrow de . okkie . i promise you . :)

okie , today suppose to miit joanne ! then wake up late .

lol . then went to prepare and etc . went to school . hmmm .... i am like damn tired . dragging myself to school . okkie . thats one thing . the other thing is . i fall asleep in math lesson . so fucking tired . lucky my teacher(DM), mr rafeek, didn't cause my sleeping . :D lucky ! after that so bored was like so tired untill i cant fucking focuse in my lessons . :( i so tired . :( tired tired tired !!!!!

okkie . actually i am suppose to go my brother's school NOW [ Princess Elizabeth Primary School] , but some pig haven't wake up yet . :( waiting for him to wake up lei ! but he hang up my call ! angry ! was coughing the whole day . -.- i am sick . hais . okkie . i think i have to stop here . as i have to rush to my brother's school now ! without him . !

you are gonna get it from me yea !

again and again bomb me !

cry does settle anything. so i decided not to cry, but stand for wad i have decided.
i miss you . the way you hold me, the way you hug me , how gentle you are. the best months ever. but now is ot mine, is the girl that is together with you.

school ended!!!!

2010-03-22T00:37:00.000-07:00

i am tired after school and yet i cant sleep ! i wan to rest . but i cant . so hyper . so energetic . so came blogging .

today is the first day of school after term2 school reopen . then got the stupid commontest . i this time confirm fail . i cant do a single question . some one out there teach mee math ! i am gonna die . am i ? nort feeling well today . :( having headache . ;( but i still can't rest . nothing much happen in school . school time srudy . oh there is . gaobin and de jia almost fought outside the school hall . just because of gaobin push him because he wan dejia to bang zhou qiang . laugh my ass off !!!! in the end dejia wan beat gaobin , wad kind of world is this little bit can create as fight !!!!!! okkie . after that so tired . was running around the class room . during cpa lesson the stupid teacher kiip say . "serene please take you PINK HAIRBAND down and kiip . if nort i will have to confiscate" i ask her shut up . so irritating . kiip say my hairband . she jealous is it . tmd ! okkie . now smsing kian wei . nothing much to post now . post tomorrow . :)

serene

-end-

i wan to have a simple life with nobady interfering my life, who i mix with, & be who i wan to be !

p/s: i miss my darlings!!!!

report slip! holiday ! now school !

2010-03-20T09:58:00.000-07:00

didn't post the entire holiday . cause my holiday damn sian . lmao . pool slack , movie , and sleep , eat . arh !!!!! going to be damn fat . so fucking tired today . wake up . watch tv . til 4 plus 5 dinner , and golf till 8 plus 9 , mac with my sister , elaine, and co. reach home on phone with joanne.

now here blogging . so damn tired.

gtg . post tomorrow or even next time when i am free. :D

i miss my past ,

i hate meeting you . but yet i am .

i hate to see you . but yet i am .

what he fuck i doing ,

and why must we meet again .

although i miss you .

but i dun wan to see you !

isn't that attractive ?!?!?!

2010-03-14T04:08:00.000-07:00

today my dad actually plan to go east coast . was like love it . in the end after one second . he say he nort going ... -.- angry !!!! then in the end when to kio my store room ... so sad . D': help . so dusty !!!!!! but hor . still enjoyed cleaning my storeroom . :D after that was like whole body very dusty . went to wash up . -.- soo soo long .... but still enjoyed . :D I dunno why I today so hyper today . :D:D i love sunday . especially Sunday morning . tired die me . :( okkie now on phone with SOMEONE ! after that that he ask me play blackshot!!!! stupid you ! okkie gtg . bye .

wads so nice about blackshot & dota !!!!!!

2010-03-09T01:08:00.000-08:00

so far i only took this few pictures during this few days . :D but kinda ugly . :( but is okkie ... :) i did nothing but thinking of how to sell out all my CDs buy thursday !!! so tired ! tired tired !!!!!
yesterday went to school , home , out to slack , then home sweet home again . -.-
today . school and home sweet home . :D
lazy to post already .
people who can read . and i knows wad i talking , "i am not ready for relationship!"
give me time .

`when you find arms that will hold you at your weakest , eyes that eill see you at your ugliest, lips to kissyou in both instances and a heart that will love you at your worst, then you have found true love ! :)

`don't waste you time on a man /woman if they are not willing to waste their time on you

quarrelled again

2010-03-06T04:59:00.000-08:00

i am so dissappoiinted with you!!!!
you dun understand me at all !!!!1
you pick a fight with me for wad ?!
i cried yesterday....
i dun wan to tell you the fucking reason . i dun think is worth it !!!!!
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yesterday went home late , today wake up late , after waking up ,
dad came back .
after that went treatment my hair ,
while doing treatment , i am angry .
i quarreled with him and of cause was angry with my mum .
but anyway , i just finish my golf lesson ,
gtg bye

nort enough time

2010-03-03T00:03:00.000-08:00

woooh !!!! finally got time to post . oh well , i am kinda busy this days , i have just finish one of my ebs project . but my profit is only 10 dollars !

but is okkie , i am kinda busy , no time to do any thing , after this project tomorrow there is still another ebs project , hmmm ... SELLING MUSIC ALBUM !!!!so freaking tiired , i will die if this continue! hmmmm ... i dun think i got much things to pst , today nothing much to say ,. oh , before i end , tell you about my project . i am suppose to sell ice-cream foat and waffles ice cream , in the end i scrrewed every thing up . ! ice cream melted , waffle taste awful... hais . but at least i earn some money . raised fund for the school needy people . and people people . outside or commonwealthians ! please help me buy one of it ! just one !

not that i dun wanna message you . is that my fone run out of credit and , i dun have the fcking time to do so .

new teachers !!!!!

2010-02-22T23:35:00.000-08:00

hmmm ... quite a lot of day never post ...

there is new teacher came in the school .

mr jack liu came back to commonwealth ... -,-

dunno how to spell his name .

any way i almost late just now ,

so fucking tired .
nothing to post . every day same thing .
study study study ,. home home home ,

now i now feeling quite well , i will stop here .

now a days i dunno wad to post , posting crap .

bill tan , no matter wad i will still be there for you . :D (c)

happy chinese new year people !!!

game over.

2010-02-18T01:07:00.001-08:00

its been quite a long period of time ever since i last posted .

btw HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL .. AND HAPPY VALENTINE DAY FOR ALL COUPLES.

didn't get enough red packets . saded .i am sorry to hurt you this way but i really wan to concentrate on my studies ... okkie ... iie am so fucking busy these days . so tired , didn't get enough sleep , and i am sick now . shit thing! just focus in your studies . alrite ??!

i will be posting around next week ...

bill i am sorry .

GROW UP ! IDIOT

2010-02-09T03:47:00.000-08:00

please stop saying sorry whenever you find you did some thing wrong , and btw , doesn't mean that i didn't talk to yu means iie am angry with you . and i dun like the way you kiip sticking with me ! i dun like the way ... be yourself !!!!!! i like the bill when iie use to know , i dun like the bill who keep sticking with me , and start saying sorry whenever he feel some thing is wrong , please i dun like that and btw , ie really wan you to be yourself , you wan shout can , go ahead , wan be crazy , as you wish , just be the bill that i first know okkie ?! SO WAD IF I SMOKE ?! SO WAD ?! ... SIMPLY GROW UP !!!!! STOP IRRTATING ME !!!!! GROW UP ! KIDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!

expelled

2010-02-05T08:10:00.000-08:00

friend kena expelled . cool or wad ?!
just because of this you kena expelled , cool or wad ?!
how many times ?!
people , dun you feel guilty ? you guys becuase of good buddy then you ruin people education ?! you guys will think that why serene treat kianwei so well when kian wei dun treat peple well but you think la ... people got feeling , emotion and a heart . i feel guilty when ever i see people in trouble , or i created the trouble for others , eh , people , if you think wad you did is right then i am disappointed with you ?! you ?! i dun wan any thing , but i just wan to do some thing to help , but i cant . omg , since every one is like that , i got no choice but to be cold blooded , i now cannot trust people , except for some , wad can i do ?! people who think that you are right , tell you , you have just ruin people's life ,

today i did nothing but just slack slack slack , study study study , sleep sleep sleep ... omg , bored till death , the teachers in school all are liars . say wad havent made dicision yet but in the end also like tht , shuo hua be suan hua . nbcb . angry ! angry ! angry ! its been long long time , ever since i step into the cca life again . -.- bored till death . did a tissue bag for myself , so ugly ?! no mood post la . really very fucked up .

people is just asking for forgiveness is it really that heard to forgive and forget? let the time fly faster

meet me up my dear darlings

shag shag

2010-02-04T07:22:00.000-08:00

stressed up , fucked up . irritated .... omg ... shit this world , omg , but te truth is iie really got nothing to do with any thing . omg . iie am nw me , iie am now in this topic call me myself and i try to survive in this kind of life is so stupid .... now my only aim is to stop my nonsense and consentrate in studies ! i dun wan to get into BGR but i already done . iie dun wan to get into trouble ,,, the girl with super white skin you fucking watch out . 3s is not being bullied by you tis kind of dusgusting white person .... omg ... iie will vomit blood ... my blood is boilling !!!!!!! super angry , baby your blo say me say till too ehem already ... please edt it . thanks ... iie will say till here ... gtg . bye, good nite peeps ...
miss all my darlings ,
joeytan, joanne ng , bill tan .
so long never meet joey le , sadded ,,, :( mis you lot lot . you this bitch when wan miit me ?!

joeys chalet , so far i only found this

2010-02-02T01:05:00.000-08:00

waiting

2010-02-02T00:40:00.000-08:00

every so bored . home , school , slack , home school slack . omg ... is killing me , hais , okkie , today was abit unlucky , kena caught skirt , etc . in my class only syuhadat and me kena caught , fuck ! so many people in this school , skirt shorter then me , wtf , still come catch me , idiot , wan catch catch others la , nbcb . still call parents . hahaas , but lucky my mum never care him talk cock .
baby i miss you so much :( faster come back . i feel so wierd when there is an empty sit beside me , no one walk me home . when i was along , no one is standing beside me and company . baby you very bad , you are a bad guy , leave mee alone in singapore . omg ,

TO REGINE TAN : HOW OLD ARE YOU ?! WHY YOU LIKE TO FIND TROUBLE WITH PEOPLE THAT YOU DUNNO LEH ?! I KNEW SOME THING IS WRONG WITH YOU FROM THE START , NEVER KNOW YOU ARE THAT IRRITATING , OMG , SHIT THING . LISTEN CAREFULLY , YOU SLUT , YOU FUCKING WAKE UP . WE 3-S PEOPLE KNOW WHO ARE YOU . DUN TRY TO HIDE , PEOPLE ASK YOU WHETHER YOU GOT FACEBOOK ANOT . YOU SAY YOUR FACEBOOK NAME NOT YOUR NAME , FOR WAD ? YOU THOUGHT I STUPID IS IT .

REGEINE TAN DETAIL (PEOPLE WAN LOOK FOR HER IS HERE) :
REAL NAME : REGINE NG.
SCHOOL : COMMONWEALTH SECONDARY SCHOOL.
CLASS : 2-4
CCA : GIRL GUIDE
AGE : 14
LOOK: WEAR SPECS , SHORT SHORT, LOOK QUITE ROUND , FAT . AND LASTLY , THE SKIN GOT A LOT OF BLACK DOTS .
REGINE TAN , WRONG IS REGINE NG , YOU TOO UGLY LA EH . DUN DARE PUT OWN PHOTO.

p.s i miss all my darlings . joannengzhenrong, joeytanshuqi, malani and billtansoonmun.

love you so much . muacks . * kisses . meetup soon.

2010-01-29T22:08:00.000-08:00

its been soo soo long ever since my last post . hmmm iie donno how to start my post , hmmm , okkie , let me start with this , iie went to malaysia for my 3D2N camp , ya and baby went back to australia on the 26 january already , just right before my camp . lol ... gonna miss him ... my camp falls on the 27 january... -,- just reach singapore yesterday , i am so tired .. :( lol , butthe camp was awesome for activties but , sucks for the place we sleep and wash up , omg , when i bathing , there will be a "flying ant " dropping on my body , lizards every where , when having meal , you are like sharing tables , chairs and EVEN food with the fly like that , omg , SO DISGUSTING LA ! no phone , no ipod , no nothing , i am like bored till death la . :( sit in the bus for almost 3 hours when you are going there but 4 hours ( plus minus minutes . ) when coming back . omg , then stuck in the custom for half and hour . omg . lol ... hmmm ... the camp fire was okkie , but the class cheer was awsome ! yes ! love it ... :D and i successfully finish trekking . thanks to a few of my clAss mate " yacob , syuhadat and kumar " :D . the scenery was awesome . baby will love it if he is thre . " trying to make you jealous " okkie iie am ending here ...

sick ! sick ! sick ! -.-

2010-01-18T21:10:00.000-08:00

okkie , i am in school now , omg , dunno wad to post , how to start , okkie let me start with me nose bleeding yesterday . ! omg . that sucks .... wanted to go home , but my mum doesn't wan me to . so she just leave me in school ... after school , went to slack . lol ... sian ... then headed home . after awhile , aby came , passed me some thing . omg . tyhen was sitting infront of the computer for quite a l0ng period of thym .... :( have my dinner and went to sleep . gtg ... bye . post later ...

baby ! stop irritating me ... ",

sick + body ache = hald dead

2010-01-16T10:20:00.000-08:00

i am sick , hais '
was being traped at home ., omg . i am so bored la . hmmm . but never mind , i am gonna rot till death ... after rotting at home , meet baby for awhile , realise i was late for my golf training . LOL . run back home then headed to the golf range , okkie . fast forward . thoery . okkie , boring . forward . hitting the golf ball... okkie , have a small accident there , didn't hold the stick properly , okkie , y hand is bleeding . after that my whole body is aching now . :( sick + body aching = half dead , -.- i think i shoulkd end here ,,, baby waiting for me to call him .

coughing*

2010-01-14T04:14:00.000-08:00

today wake up late due to my cough . :(
then foud out that baby woke up later then me ... !
woots ... hahhaaas ... i won again...
BILL TAN ! YOU ARE A LOSER!
went out for school at 6:45 .
reach school at 7,
baby was latr ... sad ...
BABY ! YOU MAKE ME WAIT AGAIN !
school start , then DM called me out of the class dunno wad hapen ... scare me .
in the end is nothing . lol ...
after school , cab back home , talk to the driver in chinese , omg then he told me he cannot understand chinese !!!
okkie , was speaking in english to him throug out the entire trip boring ! reach home cough* cough* then fall asleep , have my dinner ! i ate 2 plates ! omg ... going to be fat ... ...
end here . :D

low-cash situation .!

2010-01-13T00:45:00.000-08:00

okkie , this few days i reach school damn fucking early lor . OMG . then i was so not use to it . after that , slack in school , wanted to go out of school slack , but as i was about to step out of the school , school start... -,- school is so boring , study , lecture , assembly assignments. bleah bleah bleah . after school went to slack outside awhile took bus home , disturb disturb . omg . i hate people who say they dislike me when i didn't do any thing to them . yue kit ! you watch out . dun think i change wont get in trouble again . wait and see , i think i should end here . is freaking tired and bored here , bye , will post whenever i am free , :D

p.s. i am having low cash situation . i need to save up . LOW CASH! LOW CASH ! LOW CASH ! NEED MONEY !

2010-01-11T07:17:00.000-08:00

wake up at 7 plus gonna be late lol ... went out for school at 8 .
8 20 reach . then study. study. study .
then when for movie , slack awhile , went mac . slack slack . . then headed back home . omg . 8 plus went to miit joanne , back home , watch tv . . talk on phone with baby . then now posting . noothing much for today .
god night peeps .
p.s. i miss all joannengzhenrong, joeytanshuqi and my boyfriend . -,-

2010-01-10T07:00:00.000-08:00

today was at home for the whole day . bored like fuck . did spring clean , :D i did the whole spring cleaning already . chinese new year is around the corner . love it . hahahaas ... after spring cleaning , went to watch tv , while my dad entertain to irritating guest .... after that talk on phone with baby , after that he went for his dinner , and i went for mine , after that went home , walk my dog , and here i am posting . :x
so bored ... got school tomorrow .
THOSE BITCHES WHO SAY THAT SOME OTHER GIRL'S BF IS YOURS . YOU ARE A SLUT . SLAP YOU ON YOUR FACE THEN YOU KNOW ,

golf practise? golf tournament ?

2010-01-09T06:15:00.001-08:00

gone no where but went to somewhee with my dad , my dad sign up for me a golf course !!!! i use to wan it . but now i dun wan ... omg ... sign me up in the wrong time . omg . now every saturday or sunday got the stupid practice ... omg ... iie dun wan siia ... iie hate spending my time in this kind of crap ... hahahahahahass ... but never mind it only take miie 3 years .... iie will graduate after that ... so iie dun really care ... iie at least got some thing to do while waiting for my baby boy to come back ... :D baby must faster come back ... go with me ... okkie ...? LOL .... after that, when to have my dinner with baby , after that , shop around at west mall . then headed back home , now came blogging ... and at the sam time on phone with baby , also listening to songs ... MULTI TASKING ! hahahahhaas ... tired miie ,,, iie now end here ...
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baby , i am now trying to cliq into your busy busy life ,,, you are like one bee flying around ... lol ... love you so much ...

golf practise

2010-01-09T06:15:00.000-08:00

too tierd too stress too irritated

2010-01-07T01:49:00.000-08:00

weather : raining
mood : not really that good
post:
today woke up at 6 40 . went to wash up and etc.
went out for school at 6 50.
was stuck in traffic all the way till 7 25 . -.-
went back to class for assembly .
first lesson , EBS , was so freaking tired and yet the mrs loh is nagging nagging and nagging , oh my god ! after that , say me say till iie like no money to eat a good meal liddat . say wad iie cant even eat a meal that worth $65 dollars , yes you all might think is funny , but i dun think so . she got the money so what ? am i suppose to have wad she expect miie to have . omg .! my morning was screwed up by her ! after that baby was angry because i doesn't respect her . as wad is say , she wants me to respect her then respect others?! i a trying to control okkie. iie jus said that " okkieokkie , please stop nagging me " whats wrong with that baby ,
after EBS the next lesson was maths , was forgetful . forget to bring text book , practise book and calculatar . omg . lucky mr rafeek didn't scold . i successfully didn't sleep in his class . was quite fun . but super noisy . after that was CEP. went to the councelling room topic in there P&C . HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.... then i was late for my precious recess ... omg ... hungry till death . * starving. after recess was english . super bored lor , almost fall asleep during english lesson ... after that went for science lesson . worst super bored fall asleep , then was being awaken by baby , omg . after tha was P.E . iie took my height and weight . and i realise iie didn't grow at all . omg ...but i gain weight . hahhaahs ... after that end school ... after that went to miit joanne .... lol ... now back home . here i am posting ...
i end here ... :D have a nice day every one ... :D
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i jus wan to say sorry to baby ,
i am jus super issed off today , :(

i totally hate maths

2010-01-06T01:47:00.000-08:00

yesterday , reach home late , didn't manage to post . hmmmm .... maths is totally bored , science is also superb bored ... omg . today start lesson . super duper bored . omg ... ibut still have to study ... hahaas ... end here . jus came here to post ... omg ... iie am gonna end here . cause today only go school , and back home . now on phone with my deardear . hehheh ... end here . buh-bye. ;D

class 3s'10

2010-01-04T02:49:00.000-08:00

yes , 2010 is here , fresh starts , new year and of cause new me ,
of cause no new look is required , sec 3 this year . yes "young senior" here , still the doing same thing , go to school study study and study . end school meet people / go home , life is lke this , when you say bored is never bored , when you say busy is never busy . when you say work hard is never hard . be who you really are . and thats what life is about . yes today went to school and was VERY LATE . realise that my class is called 3s(sec 3 sucess) eeew ....when to hall , being caught this , being caught that . bleah bleah bleah . sit in the hall for 2 hours , priciple is having a speech for 2 hours. kill time . yes went back home , after that went to macdonald's after that went to west mall . couldn't find the book that i am ooking for . -,- my brother jus get beaten . -.- not my problem . ( being nasty here) now i am going to have my dinner , before i got beaten . omg . i am so tired here . i am gonna get scolded~~
end here .
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baby , thanks for companying me back home .
love you so much . :D
to my dear boy ,
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i am stuck at home .

2010-01-02T04:52:00.000-08:00

i am stuck home.

today was being grounded , lol ... -,-
wake up very early then when to have my breakfast with my family ,
was smsing with baby , hahhahaas ,
baby , bought me a top up card . :D tyvm baby .
went back home after that . omg ... selpt for awhile , wake up . sleep back . watch tv .
wash up , go west mall . have my meal with my sister and her friends . after that went back home , baby company me talk on phone . :D lol ...
then stuck home all the way . -.-
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i didn't know that i will start to love you so much .
thats after my sis "regina" talk to me .
tyvm sis . :D baby , i love you . :D
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try giving chance to some one who loves you .
you will find him a better person .
look at the good point of him , instead of the bad once .
baby , i am sorry to treat you so badly this days .
i will try to change . okkie ?
love you . :D
no more unreasonable quarrels ,
no more showing attitude .
i will treat you like how i treat others like that . love you .

2010-01-01T06:03:00.000-08:00

thinking of what will happen if iie did something to hurt some one . thinking of what should iie say to make him happy . thinking of alot of things that i should think . there is so many things that come into my mind right now. i dun understand why is everyone treat me as if i am some humans with no feeling , no emotions . i am a human with feelings and emotions . love ? like ? hate ? dislike ? i am going crazy .
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today , did nothing , went down to miit friends . hmmm ... went down awhile . then went home . stuck home . awhile more go miit joe they all . cut cut cut .then went home . kena scolded . then have dinner . after that . fall asleep out of a sudden . after that , some thing happen . cut all the way . now came blogging .... iie really going crazy . . endd here . not much details for today .
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i only one a simple relationship where iie can handle tudies , relationship and friendship . iie realise if iie wan relationship then i will nglect my friends outside ,
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baby , i just to be who i am when i am with you . nothing else . i dun wan to pretend nothing is wrong , nothing have happen . breaking the promise is not because i dun care or wad . its really impossible . i am sorry to say that . but i just wan to be who i am when i am with you , but if i still have to keep pretending to be myself , i think a period of time later i cant take it and cant think of what will happen next . take it as i am too selfish . bye . tell me when you have read there.
from serene ,
to " you-no-who-you-are"

HAPP NEW YEAR !

2009-12-31T12:29:00.000-08:00

happy new year my dear friends and readers , woots !!!! another year have just passed ... new year have came . woots ... :D HAPPY NEW YEAR !
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`lover turns out to stranger. an enermy turns out to be couple . "sweetheart", "baby","darling" and "dear" is a name for the person you love . :D after the person you love leave you . turns out to be " bastad", "slut", "bitch", or "prostitute".
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today when to baby house , did nothing , but sit there day dream ... OMG ... after that , not awhile , around 6 adam came . hahahaah ... iie think he likes piano more then he llikes guitar ... he started playing piano , ever since he knows that baby house got piano ... omg .. piano damn loud ... cant even have some peace times ... after that . suppose to catch a movie at LOTONE in the end when there for mac . -,- as e are already late for the movie ... after that . ada left , continue to play arcade .. BLEAH~ BLEAH ~ BLEAH ~ CUT ALL THE WAY TO THE TIME WHEN ITS REACH COUNT DOWN ! HAHAHAHAHAHA .... SAW MY COUSIN .! GIVE MIIE THOSE " YOU VERY SHORT LEH " THAT KINDA LOOK ... HATE IT ... will be posting pictures that have be took today ... :D
end here ...
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i dun need you to give in o much . iie dun need you to do all those stuff just because of me . if not , iie will take you for granted . try to be yourself for who yo are ... baby , if i cannot stop on the deadline. iie think wad you wan to do with me iie am fine with it ... cause iie dun have the faith that iie can do it . so sory ... as you know that iie dun like to be controled by anyone . cause of my dad controled miie too much . i am soso so sorry ... love you my dear boy .

from serene

to bill .

2009-12-29T05:55:00.000-08:00

i never know that iie ewill get so worried , iie have never tried before , boyfriends mum called miie to look for him , and the worst thing is i have no idea where the fuck is he , not returning home so late without miie , why must all the guys do this to me , when ever iie wan to trust my boyfriend , they will do stuff to make me loss trust ! what the fuck you people doing ?! if you see this , call me ! you dun wan to call also can , but you must remember , pay for wad yoy have done , iie am getting fucking pissed off now !!! i told you before , dun try my patient . this is not the first time your mum is calling ! and i fucking dun like the feeling , you fuck ass hole , bloody idiot ,how long can iie fucking endure ! iie fucking dun like this kind of thing in our relationship . what you promise me ? and what the fuck you doing now ?! i dun wan say much , fucking angry now .
to : BILL TAN SUN MUN !
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today , wake up , did nothing , comp , comp , comp , after that went down mit zidan , when to have lunch , went for basket ball ... kill time ~ went back home , now fucking waitin for bill to call me , he havent reach home yet ! fck !

damn fucking lot of over dued photos . :D

2009-12-27T08:56:00.000-08:00

24dec to 27 dec

2009-12-26T19:34:00.000-08:00

24 december 2009 ; thursday .
wake up super early , when down to miit baby they . '
after that when to west coast plaza buy food eat .
when to baby house .
being nagged by his mum .
omg , after the badthings happened .
when to west mall , awhile more pranked baby . in the end brigid also kena .
lol ... after tat around 11 : 50 liddat , brigid and joey headed home .
after 5 to 10 minutes baby's dad or mum , come fech him . i went back home awhile more around 3 liddat , when down to mac buy food , slack slack . then went back home too ...

25 dec 2009 ;
on that day is christmas , but raining , when to miit some of my "old" friends .
slack slack & slack . around 4 plus one of them when home then baby came . give miie those "i dun wn to come , but iie was for to come " those face , and show attitude . omg . then awhile more joey tell him that they are not coming ! omg . cut this topic ... away away , and shooo ,....
then when to west mall find joanne , saw her stead "sebastian " and his friends , when to csc after that , all the way till 11 35 liddat , headed to west mall . to catch a movie at 12 35 . slack there . then when to catch the movie . ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS ! nice show , but very short . worth iit la actually ... awe some ... after that . baby headed back home , slack at mac awhile , then went home .

26 dec 2009;
yesterday went no where . whole day slacking !!!! omg !!! suddenly feel that iie have become aslacker ... omg ... lame -,- ... went to west mall yesterday , with , my two sister . and meet joey and brigid there ... after that went csc . slack there again , -,- after joey went back , went to miit joanne till 10 plus . omg ...then went back home . after that , went to mac ... buy food smoke smoke , then . headed home ...

27 dec 2009; '
now is morning , but will be missing baby a lot . jus quarreled with my mum , about money ... omg . stupid thing , quarrel till liddat ... hais . now going out . sooo ... will be posting later or tomorrow ...

christmas!!!! :D

2009-12-23T07:16:00.000-08:00

22 december 2009;
yesterday didn't manage to post lol ... hmmm , when to west mall with baby and my meimei ... lol ... planned to catch a movie , endded up in the arcade ... -,- ... after awhile , when to shop for christmas present ... after that when to miit joanne awhile then rushed home ... what the hell ... :(
reach home did nothing but rest , eat and computer ... end of day ...

23 dec 2009;
today wake up , found out that my sis din go to work ... omg. then companied her to consult a doctor . omg . waited damn long for the clinic to open , when to west mall after that ... miit baby , he is late ... omg ... waited for him for awhile then bought the movie ticket ... omg ...when to watch with baby , my elder sister and younger sis the movie titled " Avatar" is damn nice la... must watch ... during the show the a lot people went toilet , but almost all fall . -,- iiewas laughing at them ,,, wad the hell ... hmmm ... after movie , called joey , went to miit her for less then half an hour ... lol ... hmmm... when to jurong to have my dinner with my family ,,, fucking full lor !!! whn back home slacked for awhile when down with my sis , till now she still havent reach home ... omg .. ie now . end here bah ...
signing off with love ...

2009-12-21T21:02:00.000-08:00

yesterday didn't manage to post cause when to east coast . was being stung by the mosquito !!!! itchy !!!! what the hell ,,, lucky only a bit of mosquito there . if not sure become mosquito's food of the day ... * sweet blood . having fun at the same time being irritated ... wtf ... hais ... wont be posting pictures now , lack of time ... meeting baby later ... the bbq is fun ... but the people there just dunno how to have fun ... FUCK ... i sat there drink , smoke and eat * ONLY ABIT ... 00at about 10 , every ne go of without cleaning ... throwing the mass to miie, baby , my mei , joey and brigid . what the hell ... take quite a long time to clear . after that when to toilet , wash up and etc ... cabbed to clementi and then headed backi home ... what the hell ... HUNGRY ... wanna eat ... growing fatter . end here ...

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i never wan to break promise . i am sorry . :(

cant post much .

2009-12-20T05:02:00.000-08:00

did nothing , stay home whole day ... hmmmm . roting at home ... soon will rot till die ... lol ... wake up late , was being scolded by my parent , cause i woke up late . suppose to go for some thing EARLY IN THE MORNING omg ... but iie cant wake up soo didn't go ... hahahahaha ....
ate breakfast ... bleah , bleah . bleah . skip all the way till night . slept for awhile , wakie up , ate my dinner , and here i am posting . hahahahaha ... omg ... gtg . BYE ...
ROT ! ROT ! ROT ! AND HERE STILL ROTTING ...

PEOPLE . PLEASE PAY . DO NOT GIVE TROUBLE ... I HAVE ENOUGH OF TROUBLE ALREADY . >:(

TAG REPLY !!!!

2009-12-19T08:34:00.000-08:00

diao: who am i
serene:bill replied for miie already ... hahhaahahas....
angelena :tag!
serene:will tag you back soon ... anyway thanks for you tag!!!:D
bill: baby thank you for forgiving me, sorry for making you angry. i really love you baby. smile always ok ?
serene: slow motion!!! hahaahhas you are welcome . u are also pardon. love you too ... smiling . :D:D:D
bill: diao = gao bin
thanks for telling . :D
angelena: Cause i don't want to go... Anyway taggg!
serene: what the hell ... spoil mood siia you . go ma... anyway , thanks for tagging :D
bill: hey baby ! im sick hopefully will recover by sunday !:(anyway smile always baby, and always know that i love you :D
serene :do take care . please recover by sunday . !!! smiling :D i love you too .... :D

short of blood

2009-12-19T08:07:00.000-08:00

`every one out there including miie , is not perfect . dun ever think that you are . cause , the moment you think you are you will not improve , and start stand an the same spot and see people improve .
`every one needs space . dun push a person too hard , before they got stress out .
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today wake up freaking early us to go shopping with my mom and sis . what the hell,,, i dun wan to but was force to ... hell , when for breakfast after that , when back home , din go out , awhile more , around 1 30 . i when down to miit xuan wei ... after that when to print out photos. found out that miie and him is having cough . what the hell ... SICK !!! hmmmm .... when back hom,e with mentraul cramp . ate some thing . was talking on phone with baby . hmmm ... :D at 7 lus go miit baby at 193 . awhile more joanne came . when to 188 slack slack ... :D then waited for some one to pass joanne money , what the fuck that girl damn freaking long de la ... after she came , we when to bought ALCHOL . lol .... when back home after drinking , rot at home ... ROT ~ROT~ ROT~ then came blogging now , * stll on phone with baby ... hahaas ...
(wondering how much does his phone bill cost ... ) i think my singlish is back again . lol ... iie wan to stop singlish , speak english !!!! lol ... ahhhh !!! i am sooooo freaking bored . omg .
.....end here .....
signing off with love .
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never expected you will wAit . never expected you will fall for miie . iie am really really sorry if iie do really hurt you a lot . but you should know from the start that iie will never ever fall for you ... i am reallysorry *forget miie . thanks . i always treat you as my elder brother , and my good friend who always lent a listening ear to miie . bye bro ....
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true friend can be trust , but how on earth you can know who is your true friend ? how long can the word best friend last in our life ? forever ? 3 years ? 4 months ? 5 weeks ? or 6 days ? omg !!!! shouldn't be thinking of the as iie go two of my goody good friends here . * jeoy and joanne :) they consider as my besty best friends . ...
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i love my boyfriend ,
i love joey
and of cause i love joanne ,,,
i love this people sooooo much ,...
* kisses